lost

Lost in paranoid isolation
of a desolate mind

Memories playing hard
to kill what is left
of my sanity..

i try to close my eyes
and kill the sound of pain
and erase all the memories

i have lost from within
polluted by broken trust

watching everything spin around outside
inside i am lost in paranoid isolation

satanic spells cast on me
devil's taken over my soul

i am speeding towards insanity
fuelled by sound of your voice
fuelled by words of your promises

trapped in memories
i pretend that past never happened

Memories playing hard
to kill what is left
of my sanity..

i try to hide
secret of ma broken trust
in wounds of ma swollen heart

i try hard to replace
volcanic pain with
numbness of tears

with all the helplessness inside
with all the desolation inside
with all the helpness inside

Still lost in paranoid isolation
of a desolate mind

- Abhay Sawant